I walked 35 minuets in Walmart!!! Day 45
Aug 22, 2018
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good morning and welcome to Tuesday
morning I am just leaving the house
finally it was a crazy early busy
morning but we got ourselves all ready
and are like okay we're getting out of
here now I'm not sure exactly what I
know we have to go by Walmart and we are
also going to the post office for
sending off to giveaway boxes so excited
anyways so I will get those out today
and I think I'm I don't know I'm
starting to break out again and I
started doing the face doing the
moisturizer not the not the makeup wipes
but just the regular lotion and for some
reason I think it's starting to affect
my face again so I don't know I really I
mean my face has been feeling so much
better since putting the lotion on it's
not feeling so itchy and dry but then
it's like okay I either have itchy dry
skin or I have you know skin that's
moisturized but then it's breaking out
everywhere so I guess I can't win
anyways so I will check in with you guys
in a little bit but I just wanted to say
good morning and we'll see what we're up
to
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yes I am hurting me a little bit it's
okay I'm surviving but I am looking for
the gifts for the kids
so in searching hot and low
surely they've got to have something for
them I would think but I wanted to check
in with you guys and show you I am
walking and I will check in here and
it's just a few mins I'm trying to get
out of here but I was gonna show you
guys look at how hazy it is from the
fires when she was disgusting but
you can just see like in the background
like how and this is like nothing
compared to what it was in the last
couple of days this is actually pretty
good
like I said excuse the messy on
windshield but it's just
okaywe so I just want to check in with
you guys and let you know that I did
make it out of Walmart and I
successfully walked for 35 minutes I am
so proud of myself like I just can't
believe that just shortly ago I couldn't
even make it even a couple steps much
less being able to walk 35 minutes in a
store so it was a great feeling and we
were able to get everything that I
needed which was also a nice filling and
so we're on our way home now to be able
to let the kids get their presents and I
will show you guys what I got them
before they rampaged them and take out
take off with them and then I'll also
show you the cuticle medicine that I got
and I'm hoping it works because my thumb
I don't know if you guys can even see
that but it hurts all the way down to my
knuckle like I feel like it's getting
infected so I just took an ibuprofen for
the pain and I really need to stop
ticking Adam I don't know what my
problem is like my nails are getting so
nice but then I'm digging up my nails
are bite my thumbs and I have no clue
that and then my lips too but my lips
are doing better but my thumbs are just
paying the price so anyways I will check
in with you guys as soon as I get home
and show you guys we got you would not
believe what happened oh my gosh
on the way to Walmart so the weather
wasn't too bad so we had the windows
down rolling the wind through the car
and it was feeling great we stopped by
Burger King to get the kids something
special today cuz I mean literally they
have not been eating fast food since I
started on my health journey besides
like I mean I could count on one hand
how many times they've had it
so that's remarkable because they were
eating it every single day before and
anyways so well Omar had asked for the
food so I was like you know today I'll
go ahead and do it I think it's you know
I think it's a good idea and give them
something special so we get the food we
literally pull out of the drive-through
and onto the street we're
city Maddy stops stoplight and a big ol
black bumblebee flies into the car on my
side of course lands on the dashboard at
this point I've lost it and the stupid
thing that comes flying directly for my
face because I'm already swinging at
this all this point I'm sure the people
next to me thought that I had lost
myself well the only thing that was in
my hand was the Burger King bag full of
well I had one hamburger and one fry
left in it yeah I took the bag and I was
like whacking that the stupid bee to get
it out of the car and the bag ripped and
there went the food flying out the way
out the window oh yeah it was a quite a
scene going down our main street of
Salem I'm sure people really were
wondering what was seriously going on in
our car at that very moment and all we
could do is just and stare each other
and laugh me and only because of I've
never been afraid of bees like never I
mean I've been stung multiple times you
know and it's just it's part of life
well marry a person that is allergic to
them and flips every time there's a bee
next to them it has kind of built into
my body like to jump the second that
there's a bee around even though I never
was that way before so I told him I said
it's your fault that I do this he's like
how is it my fault is I'm like because
you're the one that has made me start
doing as I was like I never used to jump
from a bee now that's all I do is flinch
whether it be comes around and yesterday
it was the same thing we're sitting at
Costco and here comes a bumblebee
straight into the car and straight to my
face I'm like what do I have written on
my forehead come and kiss me like or
they see these big old things and think
it's a big ol red flower well I wasn't
wearing red yesterday but a big old
flower on the top of my head I mean come
on oh yeah I thought I was sure that too
oh and I was gonna show you guys really
quick before
Bourget because i'm gonna open it up and
try it my fears but this is the stuff I
got I'm really really really really
hoping it says brush on gel that rescues
run down cuticles and Nels how it works
infused with vitamin E our conditioning
gel formula smooth smooth soft ins and
helps restore cuticles while hoping to
reduce nail breakage instantly sooth
cuticles created with jasmine and rose
the results healthier looking and tests
intensely moisturized and smooth
cuticles different language so we'll see
I'm really hoping something will help
because this know now if you guys can
see it better but it is just killing me
like the literally the pain is so bad I
can feel all the way down to about right
here that whole thing and you know why
because I've been digging at my fingers
and I took tweezers to him yesterday
last night to the little side hang nail
type thing and I was ripping it and
obviously my fault and then I got this
too I'm gonna try this and see if that
will stay because I seems like
everything else that I am putting on is
just coming right off my fingers so
anyways I will check in here in a little
bit Hey so we finally have gotten to the
end
today has been a day I don't know what
happened but it's like probably about
I'd say about 20 minutes before we got
home I started feeling kinda like I was
getting a little bit of a headache and
it was weird because I felt perfectly
fine so I you know it just didn't really
dawn on me anything and I came home and
excuse me came home and let the kids
open their gifts and then I was like
okay I guess I'll go in the room and
fold laundry and just to do the things
that I need to get done and I'm just
gonna take some time for myself and just
relax I put some relaxing music on my
head started pounding really bad I had
already taken an ibuprofen because of my
thumb so I couldn't take any more
medicine and it just like my headache
just got worse and worse and worse and I
couldn't take a nap for whatever reason
I don't I just I'm really not one to
take a nap during the day but I just I
was once in a blue moon I will like the
other day I did but I have to be
extremely exhausted to do today it
wasn't really a pair of exhaustion it
was just more just I don't know my head
just wasn't like in the ballgame very
well so I stayed in here and watched a
show on Netflix and then the kids came
in and completely destroyed that that
little calming of the sea and so I got
up with them but I stayed in here and
here so that way then I could just
continue to just rest on the bed and
just you know try and let my head rest
and then all he brought me my dinner in
here and now because
such a bad headache it made me like
really tired just like drained and so
I'm just like my body is and usually
this is when my body was fighting a
migraine and I don't think it got to
that point today because I you know I
wasn't nearly sick enough for that but I
also suffer from migraines so sometimes
I can have a silent migraine and not
know it but my body will react to having
a migraine so and then so after that
then my body will get really really
really really tired because it just is
fighting such an extreme headache and so
it's kind of where I am today like I
just feel like after that really bad
headache I just feel so drained
so I told Holly I said I think tonight
I'm just gonna call it an early night
when I put s4 down for bed I'm gonna go
ahead and I'm probably just gonna go to
bed and not stay up late tonight and try
and get some extra sleep pumped some
extra water in me because I have been
very thirsty last couple of days so I
could be very easily dehydrated maybe a
little bit not quite sure what's going
on there but yeah he had went from a
great day to a full day real quick so I
think that's what I managed to sleep
Ami's an extra rest because I just I've
had it but I was gonna show you so I
can't remember if I showed you guys
earlier what I ended up getting from
Walmart for I know when that's not fully
very hot so I ended up getting I think I
did show you this to you guys but I'm
just gonna show it to you guys out of
the box so it's cuticle rehab and then
it's an oil so it's like a cuticle oil
it just says remove cap brush on
cuticles and nails massage in replace
captain tightly so it just you squeeze
out where's my
but you just squeeze it out and it's
like a little gel that comes out and you
just apply it around the cuticles and
you just massage it in and you're
supposed to do that I mean doesn't say I
like how often but I've done it a couple
times since I've been home and I will
honestly say it really has already
actually helped quite a bit
I mean it's still pretty read and still
pretty nasty-looking
but I mean for the most part hurting so
bad about one and then I went ahead and
I also bought the what is it maximum
growth so I put two coats of that one
you're supposed to put it on every other
day so I took the gel stuff off and just
put this on and it's supposed to keep
your nail strength our strength keep
them strong and then help them grow so
hoping that's gonna work because I don't
really mean I actually I can use a
little bit of help on my growth and it's
not because I want them any longer than
that like that's actually perfect size
for me but what I want is the strength
because my nails can get like paper-thin
easily and I they haven't been this time
and I don't know what I've done
different other than they say eating
like eggs and things like that help with
like growth of the nails and the
strength of mills well is almost every
day because I have a breakfast and every
single day almost and so and if it's not
a breakfast sandwich then it's like
scrambled eggs or some type of an egg
thing so I think that that honestly has
played a big part in I also eat a lot of
yogurts so I'm thinking that that has
probably helped with my nail growth and
pulling you guys forward um with my nail
growth and then also just the strength
of them because usually they're like
breaking off and that's why I've always
worn tips because I want my nails done I
love him being done I love the looks of
him but I never can get them to grow
the way I want them to but I mean
clearly this hand seems to be better
than this hand but this one's starting
to come up some so we'll see I'm just
gonna start babying them and taking care
of them really well and see how well I
can get them to continue because and if
I can do natural nails why not not not
good in the net and then artificial
though because I love my artificial
nails but for right now because of how
thin my nails are because of all the
drilling and filing and also just how
they're just they're not brittle so much
as they're just very thin like I can
when I push on my thumbs
I can literally feel like that like I
mean if I was to drill much shorter or
like filed down much more I'm gonna end
up with skin like the Nell's gonna be
gone so I need to take a break because I
mean you can see the credits and I know
how this camera is awful you could kind
of see down below by my cuticles you can
see the rivets where the nail is so thin
that you're actually like seeing skin
like that's how thin they are so no more
of that not for quite some time so and
then I also picked up which I don't know
if this was opened before I bought it
I'm now I kind of look at it and I'm
thinking that maybe someone's played
with it or something but it's not
something that I'm ingesting so but it's
the mint oil I wonder I wonder if that's
Jasmine mint
I wonder if these oils so these are my
little bottles that I got from where'd I
get these from
got him online let's see
mm-hmm I think these are I don't know I
mean kind of smelly but sometimes I
wonder if these are a little bogus and
like if they're just like cuz they all
kind of have this theme same smell to me
I think I got him off a wish oh that
one's jasmine though and I could smell
the jasmine so maybe not um see Sanders
sure what Sanders is whoa wait I have
never set to smell all these um but
anyways because I'm really wanting to
I'm wanting the mist diffuser and so I
did some pricing at Walmart and they had
some good ones for not very much like 20
bucks and I mean they could go up to 53
dollars but clearly I don't need that no
I mean they all do the same job but I'm
really really really wanting the
diffuser um I have a hair stuck my I am
so sorry but I'm gonna dig in till I
find it
so it went ahead and I was looking cuz I
was wanting to price the diffusers and
then price the oils too because at first
I thought that this is like the only
sizes that they come in but then I was
seeing somebody else no I mean they had
a better you know a better size one I
was like oh they do come a little bit
bigger but then I seen these and these
were two dollars and it's warming oil so
I don't know it doesn't say contains
fragrance oils and contact with eye skin
clothes
I'm clearly blind
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yeah it doesn't say that you can't use
it in a diffuser but I just wanted to I
wanted to check the prices of them and
then I see in the mint and I love the
smell of mint well I honestly I love the
smell of all of the oils so far that
I've ever smelled I have not smelled any
that I didn't personally like and you
can mix them up and you know do things
for like calming and stuff like that and
so um I did do a little bit of pricing
on those and honestly these this was
only two dollars for this whole thing
was only two bucks I was just like holy
cow you cannot beat that
two bucks but as I got looking at it
today when I got home like you can see I
don't know if you can see me moving the
oil see how low it is and then like if
you see the front of it it's like all
like chipped off and I don't know if
somebody had it before or something but
I just like whatever what am I supposed
to do about it I'm already home and I'm
definitely not taking it back
so um anyway so I did do the pricing on
that and I I really think that they've
got some nice ones I did look on Amazon
too and they have some really good nice
ones as well and they're actually they
are cheaper on Amazon I will admit it
but I just have to see the Styles like
you know I mean I'm not picky I just I'm
just trying to feel for the one that's
gonna benefit the best this is gonna
drive me absolutely bonkers you guys I
fill a hair in my eye
okay sorry digging up my eyeball for a
minute
anyways um so I'm just kind of checking
to see what all they have in which ones
would you know more or less benefit me I
guess in the sense of what I'm looking
for but I mean for the most part I and I
would love to get at least school
would be nice one for the main area of
the house and then I would love to get
one fried here because I think you guys
are gonna go along with me while I'm
cleaning my eyes because I gotta get
this hair out of my eye
um but I honestly I just I would love to
get one for at least in here and in the
main part of the house so for pricing
wise I don't think either way they're
gonna be bad and like I said finding hot
size of an oil is amazing like I I
thought they were all very very small so
I was expecting you know like and you
only need a couple drops is what I'm
understanding for what I'm watching so
anyways that was one thing that I did
get priced and I found a couple of them
that I really liked and then I stayed so
good today when I went to Walmart I went
into the women's section of clothes and
I started looking around and as that's
like my that's my jig like every time I
go to the store I have to go and look at
the clothes and all of that and then it
just like dawned on me like hold on this
is what me and all they were just
talking about yesterday like you know if
I if I need it get it you know but if
it's not something that I need but I
want put it on the ladder of where it is
on want and something that I want that
you know that I clearly need right this
minute then go ahead and get it but if
it's something that can be on the want
list and know it's something we're
working towards that will also help and
so now I just hope I don't have block
completely under my eyes um but anyways
so I was standing there I was like what
am i doing like what in the world am i
doing in this section and so I got my
little happy button right out of there
and I went and checked out and I left
Walmart with exactly
what I plan to go in for the only extra
thing that I picked up was the essential
oil which I showed that to him
immediately and he was like oh my gosh
that's really cool you know I mean he
was totally fine with it but I mean
other than that I didn't come out with
clothes I didn't come out with a purse I
didn't come out with anything other than
what I went in for and that made me feel
very good because I felt like I
succeeded something that I have been
really struggling with and so that was
an amazing feeling to come back and be
like yeah you know what I accomplished
two things one I was able to walk
through Walmart and not fall over dead I
wasn't out of breath I didn't have to
stop 50,000 times to arrest my back and
I was able to go ahead and at that same
time be able to see my kids um I was
able to keep on track with what I went
in for and come out with exactly what I
needed and you know when I told Ollie I
don't want to go and start putting money
on clothes as I'm losing weight because
I want to be able to invest in in
clothing when the time comes for me to
be able to get new a new wardrobe when I
can't fit in the clothes that I'm
wearing but as it is right now I can fit
in on my clothes so why am I gonna go
and buy more clothes when I've got to
well I've got this whole dresser so six
drawers plus two back there and the
bottom full of clothes and I've got
stuff hanging and it's like I have I've
got lots of clothes I am a clothes
lover I'm not gonna deny it
I do love clothes but it's not something
that isn't in US and necessity if I can
talk right
um I need right now so uh I was really
proud of myself for staying on stay on
point and doing what I was supposed to
do and leaving
at that I did get cat lady and Miss
Molly's boxes out today so hopefully
they should be receiving them within a
couple of days I don't know how long it
takes to travel to their state but I'm
assuming that a couple days they should
receive it and then as soon as I get the
confirmation for that I will post up the
video for what they received in both of
their boxes and then I also was looking
at peel boxes and OMG they're really
expensive so I decided that I am just
gonna go ahead and use my home address
if you know because I know people have
asked for my address and private
messages and I will give that out as I
feel comfortable home if I can say that
and then the best nicest way um but I
mean if it's someone like that creeper
you know mm II knew that address ain't
gonna be going out but for the most part
everybody that has messaged me I'm you
know very close to now so y'all are
perfect uh so I'm just gonna go ahead
and use my home address so if that is
something that you guys are wanting just
private message me and I can pass that
to you guys I don't have a problem with
that but there's really no point in
getting the PIO box especially because
they quoted us a hundred dollars for a
year and no joke
the box is not any bigger than I'm gonna
just use this as a prime example I think
is what all he was explaining like two
of these together four hundred dollars
well I'm not saying that I'm expecting
the gold bags and things because I'm not
expecting anybody send me anything but
has something get sent to me through my
PO Box how am I supposed to receive it
if it's only this big so in four hundred
dollars I'm just like my mailboxes
that so I went ahead and just was like
you know what Ali will just go ahead and
use the home address and he's totally
fine with that it's not a big deal um
I'm not sitting in fear to use it so
anyways I'm gonna go ahead and do that
so if you need it private message me I
could pass that to you no problem
um but I am NOT putting that out there
to make anybody feel as if they need to
send me something that is absolutely not
what I'm here for you know I enjoy
giving and I love receiving but I
definitely am NOT putting that out there
for people to think that I'm expecting
because that's absolutely not even
remotely part of my of why I do my
channel I love doing my channel because
I love all of you and so anywho um today
was pretty much just a Walmart run and
gift giver for the kids and milling off
the to give away boxes trying to recoup
this finger of mine that is hurting so
bad well like I said it is feeling a
little bit better it could be the
ibuprofen head kicked in but I think to
it it is part of that medicines I've put
that gel on the oil a couple times since
I've been home so I think it it is
kicking in and helping I just have to
remind myself to stop picking and it's I
don't know why I do it but between my
lips you guys can see they're raw my
fingers are raw and I don't know why
like it is the worst it's the worst
coping when I'm under stress and I
really don't know what I'm under stress
from because literally there is nothing
been going on that I can think of that I
would be stressing about right now so
something must be underlining that I
don't realize but boy oh boy how my lips
and my thumbs been paying for the price
and normally before I would bite my
nails down to the point where they would
bleed and I gave that up actually
because I haven't bent my nails and I
have no desire to buy them um but I'm
attacking my thumbs and my lips so I've
been bubbling them up with chapstick and
just different things to try and get him
to feel a little bit better but anyways
I am hoping hoping to get a video up
between me and oli doing our question
here with using or whatever they're
called
so bean somebody told me how to say it
booze lid booze lid jelly beans contains
weird and wild flavors yeah so I'm gonna
hopefully get that up here within the
next couple of days I'm hoping that he's
still on board to do it because clearly
you guys have been working on him and he
has seen your guys's messages so and I
also want to do one with Jeremiah I
think that would be really fun um Omar
got ahold of one the other day Maya had
gotten into the beans because he wanted
to taste one and of course he gets a
good one I wasn't here I didn't see it I
just see my beans on the floor and I'm
like oh got into the beans and so I
guess my head dropped one and Omar found
it and so Omar said mouth well I seen
him and I was looking I was videoing
something or watching so I don't know I
seen him in the back of my back here and
he stuck it in his mouth and he was like
he spit it out
so I said what happened
he's like it he's like but I was like
first of all how do you know what that
tastes like
second of all that was a very
interesting I think I came from a three
year old um
and so then I espera was like meeh meeh
meeh so I picked up the one that he had
thrown out on the floor and let her
smell it and she about vomited on
herself so I was like yeah I don't think
you guys are gonna be touching those
safe Kol I should just get some of the
jelly bellies or whatever those are
called and get the good ones and they'll
never touch him cos he'll never know if
they were really good or bad ones
anyways no I can't do that
but I am hoping like I said to get that
video up here real soon because I think
it will be something fun and it will be
an exciting little comedy on a comedy
show because I'm sure one of us will be
like disgusted
so anyways other than that that was my
day not very exciting I'm sorry I wish
there was a lot more for us today but I
think when I came home with my headache
it just knocked me down and so yeah but
tomorrow I do have my nutrition
counseling so that is you know I should
probably check and see what time that is
ten so I have that at ten so I will
check in with you guys in the morning
before I go in and give you guys a good
morning update about my morning
hopefully it will be a wonderful update
and not be one where I'm wanting to rip
my hair out but um anyways yeah I will
check in with you guys early tomorrow
because it's gonna be an early day and
then I'm not really sure again tomorrow
what the plans are but I'll keep you
guys in store and take you guys along
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